Go talk to them! So cares if they find you annoying. My best friend annoys me all the time.
It makes me sad that I’ve lost touch with so many of my online friends. All of the no doubters for example, and many other people. And there’s this part of me that is afraid to contact them again because I’m afraid that 1) I will annoy them or that 2) they have forgotten about me. It sucks and I don’t know what to do about it.
On a completely different note, I started using some kind of non-prescription sleeping pills yesterday that are also good for anxiety. I didn’t fall asleep any faster or even get relaxed - the only thing that happened was that when I finally fell asleep I had a really bad nightmare, which after some googling apparently is a very common side effect.
does anyone else have this other self they’ve created in their mind that is not really exactly you irl but is more like what you want to be and has a life that continues in your head with like weird continuing daydreams but they’re not perfect or anything and wow i forget where i was going with this
I’ve got so much schoolwork to do and I don’t even know what to start with or how to do it and it’s giving me anxiety and therefore I’m just sitting here staring at my computer screen instead. Plus there’s a lot of other stuff going on and idk, everything just feels pretty much hopeless right now.
someone help me please
i have been planning on getting my shit together for like 5 years now